In the end, this is what keeps me going and hoping forever lasts. 

[3/6/2011 9:02:34 PM] Jessica Leigh.: :) just in case I haven’t toldd youu, this weekend was absolutely perfect! Every day with you is just another reason for me to get up with a smile on my face and wonder how I got so lucky to have youU!

[3/6/2011 9:05:26 PM] Ryan Moody (:: awwwww :) you soo sweet babe !! friday will be 4 months that will never be able to be taken back in our lives but in my life i couldnt have asked for someone better to spend it with and honestly 4 months ago i would have never seen us this cllose i would have just dreamed of  it but you gave me a second chance (dontknowwhy) but youve become my bestfriend that i know i can trust with anything in my life and the girlfriend that ive always wanted.

[3/6/2011 9:08:24 PM] Jessica Leigh.: Awhhhhh! This is so sweet Ryyy! :) I honestly didn’t think I could ever be this close to somebody but somehow you were different and taught me to love! I can’t wait to spend my life with youu and I can only imagine how much more closer we’re going to be! :)

[3/6/2011 9:15:32 PM] Ryan Moody (:: well you can thank yourself because your the one who took the risk !!!  you are one of the most amazing people i know and you always put a smile on my face. I wake up everymorning and i thank god for the opportunity he has given me :)

[3/6/2011 9:18:10 PM] Jessica Leigh.: :) I couldn’t imagine not having you in my life, its so amazing to think that four months ago we were going in two different completely directions! But I’m soo glad that everything happened the way it did, I got the best guy I could ever ask for! ;)

For me this is going to be hard, but even happy endings have to end. When it’s all said and done just know our love was strong. In the end all it comes down to I fell hard and you weren’t there to catch me, only when you wanted and it is was convenient. Time to move on with reality and face the truth that I never was the one for you because if I was we wouldn’t be where we were now. I don’t even know how to express how I feel about this or even describe what I want to say. Broken? Torn? Empty? Adjectives of feeling and emotion when I’m pretty sure I don’t even feel anything anymore. Numbness sums up the surreality of it all, but even now I’ve figured out that’s there more to life than putting your all into one person. The person who wants to be there through it all will be the one worth keeping. And maybe then I can find my happy ending.  

Feel like my heart’s been ripped out of my chest, stomped on, and tossed over your shoulder. 

Challenge Day 3

Pet Peeves:

- People that dress sloppy and don’t care how they present themselves.

- People that complain day after day about coming to school and homework.

- People especially girls who overly flirt, it makes them seem clingy and shallow.

- Hypocrites, they are looked down upon for a reason.

- Taking advantage of people, it makes you look ignorant and lazy. 

- People that say cheerleading isn’t a sport, we are athletes. 

- People that can’t dance or cheer yet try out anyways. 

- People that are fat/skinny and complain that they are fat/skinny and need to lose/gain weight. It’s VERY annoying. 

likes:

- I will fight somebody over some ColdStone Ice Cream.

- Troy is my favorite movie EVER.

- I’m addicted to social networking.

- I’m the biggest nerd when it comes to books, I’ve read quite a few.

- I am absolutely in love with music, from modern to rap and anything in between.

dislikes:

- I do not like when people wear socks and sandals, that is a big no! 

- I hate it when people at school walk at a pace of 2 mph when I’m trying to get to class.

- I don’t like when it looks like a person didn’t even look in the mirror when they got ready. 

- I really dislike when people try to talk over me, it bothers the mess out of me. 

- I strongly dislike when a person talks about themselves as if they are the only person in the world worth talking about. 

Challenge Day 1

I am a unique individual at a ripe age of seventeen, I currently am attending a small high school in the country with the hopes of graduating next year. My name is Jessica and I often am a careless spirit with a loose tongue which often tends to get me in trouble. I plan to pursue a career in writing, hopefully poetry where I can continue my hopes and dreams at UVA. I am open-minded to say the least, things don’t bother me because I believe that people have their own rights and that acceptance from me contributes to a greater good. I have few friends because I feel that being close to many people will eventually lead to my downfall. My best friend is my boyfriend, we have been through a lot and are making some big decisions. I am not perfect, I have many faults that may or may not be visible from the surface. I live life one day at a time and that is what will keep me going for the rest of it no matter what happens or where I’m lead. 

Five Facts About Me:

- I plan to attend the University of Virginia in 2012.

- I am 17, but tend to think the world revolves around me.

- I don’t open up to many people; however, I tend to often express my opinion.

- I am a natural redhead and will continue to be one until the day I die. 

- I have the best guy in my life right now and things couldn’t be any more perfect.